ok ive calmed down, i just could keep a straight face at this sheer irony.
"love in the way it is defined is impossible to obtain in real world terms due to it being something that is apparently unconditional and everlasting"
love without a reason is unaffected by time. why?time moves and everything changes, if one hold a reason to "love" something it will be changed due time.when there is no reason it cant dispear thus the effects of time are void.this is the conclusion ive made while being striven by insanity.
now onto my point.while im overjoyed that im not a single one who holds similar concept what is true love the fact that it doesnt egzist is buging me.apart from the fact that there are always anomalities i hold my self the love of no reason.logicaly its stupid ,but it egzists, it doesnt go away and im not sure if ill ever be able to explain it.
i do have a theory thought. people like to create illiusions for themselves to cope with life [denial, egoism, depresion, anything that makes you avoid the truth which hurts], some are so strong they make the person insane as they can no longer fully control them.so like cant love be one of them? a thing sought by many which is actualy more like a curse?
anyway you made my day