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Ionzorg
10-28-2008, 08:48 PM
Figured I'd bring this up, though it might not bear a lot of outstanding surprises. This thread goes out to all those whose ppd have dropped a few recently, who can't seem to (or would rather not) find time in the day to chat with one's fellow Hellmates, and whose intervals between posting flurries often range from days to weeks. You know who you are.

I'll admit that I'm one of the worst offenders, so I suppose I'll briefly explain. Yes, I do attend school from morning until mid-afternoon, and am also working about 25-30 hours a week at a new job, so much of my weekends and after school periods are occupied. When I'm not doing one of those two things, I'm either doing various menial tasks involved in yacht upkeep or spending time with my local friends (sadly, while I can fairly easily disregard the forums, saying "no" to them is a bit trickier).

I'm extremely sick today with a fever, among other things, so I have little other option at the moment. Having just woken up recently (it's almost 5 PM :P). So, out of curiosity, what's your excuse?

Not that I should get many answers soon, due to the nature of the people I'm requesting them from...how ironic. :-\

Odessa
10-28-2008, 10:02 PM
I am horribly sick myself. This cold gets a LOT worse some days, and then others i'll be fine. Today is not a good day. It's been like this for a month, at least.
Not to mention, I am like, the most unlucky person when it comes to diseases and ilness. I have about 12-16 doctors appointments a month to try to fix all the crap wrong with me. It's so bad I can't even work at the moment. I have this scan one day, then that surgery another, etc. and it never ends. I can barely get out of bed some days, and I jsut want to rest.

withing the last 24 hours, one of my good friends, Nikki, told me to go **** myself after calling me an ignorant b**** who deserved to get kicked out of college for being so stupid....just for not suporting the republican party. I've gotten used to my body feeling like crap, but this just has really hurt my self esteem; hurt my spirit, if you will. I just feel lost within myself, numb to everything but the pain my body is so gracious to remind me off.

There are times where I just want to give up. But Abyss reminds me there is hope and something worth living for, and I love my squishy one for that. I doubt I'd still be here if not for him/her. But once I'm better, we can get a place together, and things can finally improve. This ordeal will be over in just a few more months i'm told, just a few more surgeries.... until then I do as I can with the energy I have.

That's me. What your excuse, next poster? :)

Issitheus
10-28-2008, 10:10 PM
My parents. They revoke my permission to use the computer due to bad grades, so I have to use my Wii without getting caught.

What's your excuse, next poster?

masterage
10-29-2008, 12:07 AM
I've got Blitz, Ragnarok Online, and college work -_-

Issitheus
10-29-2008, 01:34 AM
Age hath abandoned uth.

Ionzorg
10-29-2008, 01:36 AM
How thad. :(

Issitheus
10-29-2008, 01:39 AM
we mithth you, Age!

Jazean
10-29-2008, 02:55 AM
laziness mostly, although i could use college and work as excuses if i actually applied myself to them.

Mawelli
10-29-2008, 06:48 AM
Harraharraraar I HAVE BEEN POSTING SO I CAN LAUGH AT YOU GUYS!

Kuwabara
10-29-2008, 07:41 AM
Harraharraraar I HAVE BEEN POSTING SO I CAN LAUGH AT YOU GUYS!


me too...i dont post ALOT when im on...but i am on every day and at lease post in the "count to a million" thread :P

Odessa
10-29-2008, 08:07 AM
psh, you call THAT an excuse? I won this thread, hahahaha!

at least, i would if i was not the only one up. Seriously, it's 4am, why the hell is this site so crowded?

SV3N
10-29-2008, 08:13 AM
College work, watching more anime >.>, I'm usually here everyday. Though I've never posted on the Walk in thread yet, I'll get around it eventually, now for sleep.

Odessa
10-29-2008, 08:20 AM
You can sleep when you are sick for over a month and/or dead. Until then, no sleep for you!

Mawelli
10-29-2008, 09:02 AM
I live in Finland, that is why I'm online.

DaMetzger
10-29-2008, 09:09 AM
and I'm in Poland, it's 10am here

Kuwabara
10-29-2008, 09:13 AM
im in alabama....its 4:12 am :o

Mawelli
10-29-2008, 09:14 AM
It's 11 am here. To lunch!

Kuwabara
10-29-2008, 09:16 AM
damn...bring me something back? :P

Odessa
10-29-2008, 09:18 AM
holy balls! you live...in...in...europe!?

take me with you! please, get me out of the states!

Mawelli
10-29-2008, 09:20 AM
Europe! The best 'country' there is.

http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2038/2491454324_06b981bc8d.jpg?v=0

Kuwabara
10-29-2008, 09:20 AM
Europe! The best 'country' there is.

http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2038/2491454324_06b981bc8d.jpg?v=0


nice ^^ :P

DaMetzger
10-29-2008, 09:23 AM
Indeed.

Only why the hell does every country need to have a different language?? >< France is the worst - noone wants to use a language other than french. Friggin surrender monkeys :P

Mawelli
10-29-2008, 09:26 AM
The french are arrogant bastards :P'

Ok, why woudn't every country have their own language. Most a few of them are totally different nations and ethnic groups from one another

Odessa
10-29-2008, 09:33 AM
Clearly, every nation should use one language. I nominate Latin.

DaMetzger
10-29-2008, 09:41 AM
Ok, why woudn't every country have their own language. Most a few of them are totally different nations and ethnic groups from one another

I'm just joking around. But it is kind of annoying that in order to be able to communicate in every european country you'd have to know at least russian, english, german, spanish, french and possibly italian.

Jazean
10-29-2008, 01:41 PM
thats the only reason i like the states, we speak English, except for our gas station attendants and cleaning people (albanian and spanish respectively), but even they understand us and can sorta form sentences.

different note! this forum has a good mixture of countries, well, euros and states at least... break down of the recent peoples...

State-side

(me) Jazean - Michigan
Odessa & Abys - somewhere near Boston
Kuwabara - the south (Alabama)

Euro-Side

Metzger - Poland
Mawelli - Finland
Pink_nipple - 9 time-zones away from me, somewhere over there.

Odessa
10-29-2008, 02:45 PM
Interesting... we msut torture pink nipple for more details of this 9 time zone away location...it is imperative to the list!

DaMetzger
10-29-2008, 06:28 PM
Filleraol - who's been absent for some time - is from Sweden.

Odessa
10-29-2008, 07:22 PM
Oh! I believe Issi's location is public, but know sure if he wants me blabbling about it. Shall I begin the interogation, Lord Metzger?

Issitheus
10-29-2008, 07:24 PM
i really dont give a ****

Odessa
10-29-2008, 07:28 PM
Oh? Then why didn't you psot your general location with your post!?! CONFESS!!



In hindsight, threatening a mod isn't likely a good idea, is it? Hm...


I APOLOGIZE OH GREAT GOD OF ALL I SUBMIT TO YOUR WILL!!!

Issitheus
10-29-2008, 07:31 PM
Fine by me.

Odessa
10-29-2008, 07:32 PM
LOL!!! Have I mentioned I love your sense of humor, issi? I haven't laughed this hard in a while! Thank you!

Oh, and he lives in Georgia. ;)

Issitheus
10-29-2008, 07:35 PM
Zarx says I should only use my mod powers for good, but then I'd be a boring mod. I don't see anyone complaining.

Odessa
10-29-2008, 07:40 PM
Ah, too true. I was the "funny mod" back on one of my old sites...right up until the owner chased me off the site in a rage for inviting my then partner onto the site. Ah, memories :)

And hey, go nuts for what my opinion is worth. you only live once right, my lord god and master?

Issitheus
10-29-2008, 08:39 PM
unless you're a zombie.

abyssion1337
10-29-2008, 08:41 PM
unless you're a zombie.

unless it's a farm

DaMetzger
10-29-2008, 08:44 PM
unless you're a zombie.

unless it's a farm

Maggot.

Issitheus
10-29-2008, 08:45 PM
unless you're a zombie.

unless it's a farm

Maggot.


(insert Team Fortress 2 logo here)

IMPhill
10-29-2008, 10:57 PM
unless you're a zombie.

unless it's a farm

Maggot.


(insert Team Fortress 2 logo here)


(Insert Portal Quote here)*



*for comic effect.

thedarkmessenger
10-30-2008, 12:33 AM
I moved into my own apartment recently and, unfortunately, that means I have to start paying for my own internet -_-. Before I get internet at my new place I have to get a computer better than a 98 :/.

Pink_Nipple
10-30-2008, 03:48 AM
1.I'm too lazy as always
2.Lack of people here
3.Lack of free time :'(
4.Some strange mysterious power

Kuwabara
10-30-2008, 03:50 AM
who here isnt lazy :P

Jazean
10-30-2008, 05:05 AM
a token that turns people into opposite were-wolves who turn into peoples when the moon is full...

wait, nevermind, real reason is midterms...

Ionzorg
10-30-2008, 11:10 AM
I'm pretty sure that laziness is often the reason we start posting here, but it can sometimes be the reason we abstain. Funny...

Odessa
10-30-2008, 12:58 PM
a token that turns people into opposite were-wolves who turn into peoples when the moon is full...

wait, nevermind, real reason is midterms...


can i use that token if you're not using it then? :)

Kuwabara
10-30-2008, 01:09 PM
a token that turns people into opposite were-wolves who turn into peoples when the moon is full...

wait, nevermind, real reason is midterms...


can i use that token if you're not using it then? :)





somehow i dont think that that would end well.... :-X :P

Odessa
10-30-2008, 01:19 PM
maybe not, but i'll never have a beter chance for furry sex.


...

did i say that out loud?

Kuwabara
10-30-2008, 01:20 PM
maybe not, but i'll never have a beter chance for furry sex.


...

did i say that out loud?




yep...you did :P

i wonder what abyss would have to say about that :P

DaMetzger
10-30-2008, 05:14 PM
maybe not, but i'll never have a beter chance for furry sex.

...

did i say that out loud?

i wonder what abyss would have to say about that :P

She'd say "Count me in!" :P

Odessa
10-30-2008, 07:30 PM
maybe not, but i'll never have a beter chance for furry sex.

...

did i say that out loud?

i wonder what abyss would have to say about that :P

She'd say "Count me in!" :P



probably lol

Issitheus
10-31-2008, 01:28 AM
Thus abys is a girl?

Kuwabara
10-31-2008, 02:12 AM
Thus abys is a girl?

hmm.... :-\

Odessa
10-31-2008, 02:41 AM
Thus abys is a girl?



um....well....you see....

hey look, is that a distraction?!?!

(runs)

Kuwabara
10-31-2008, 02:48 AM
Thus abys is a girl?



um....well....you see....

hey look, is that a distraction?!?!

(runs)





i think that that proves it...abyss is a girl :P

Odessa
10-31-2008, 03:02 AM
I can neither confirm nor deny these allegations. I am not a crook!

Issitheus
10-31-2008, 04:23 PM
Odessa's reaction proves it. Sorry for doubting you, abys.

Wait... that means... ODESSA DATES GIRLS, TOO?!
erm... not that there's anything wrong with that...

DaMetzger
10-31-2008, 04:41 PM
Wait... that means... ODESSA DATES GIRLS, TOO?!
erm... not that there's anything wrong with that...

And you notice that now? Damn, you're slow :P

Issitheus
10-31-2008, 05:10 PM
so... abys... are you hot?

Odessa
10-31-2008, 05:39 PM
well, if you read my first post, I admit to being pansexual, meaning i date anyone, regarldless of age, race, gender, etc. to be honest, i've dated more women than men, but that doesn't mean I rule men out either :)

and I stand by my statement of not confirming abyss's sexy gender.

Issitheus
10-31-2008, 05:42 PM
I was being sarcasmic.

And you've already confirmed it. Just say it.

Odessa
10-31-2008, 05:48 PM
i can't do that! ask the squishy one for her/his opinion.

(i'm also surprised no one thoguht squishy was a nick name for a certain piece of female anatomy, but i digresS).

Issitheus
10-31-2008, 05:52 PM
well we all thought of that one clip from that one AMV Hell with puni puni poemy, so we needn't say anything.

Odessa
10-31-2008, 05:58 PM
i wonder why abyss is avoidign this topic? shall we drag him/her here?

Issitheus
10-31-2008, 06:00 PM
Yes, please drag her here.

abyssion1337
10-31-2008, 06:00 PM
there's no need for that; so what exactly do you need

Issitheus
10-31-2008, 06:01 PM
You're a girl.

Odessa
10-31-2008, 06:03 PM
remind me if i'm wrong, but I thought you (issi) were the main proponet of abyss being a guy? have our wacky ways convinced you other wise?

Issitheus
10-31-2008, 06:04 PM
Your fluke. That was all I needed.

abyssion1337
10-31-2008, 06:06 PM
so is this your final answer?

Issitheus
10-31-2008, 06:07 PM
It is an educated assumption.

abyssion1337
10-31-2008, 06:08 PM
so what do you want from me?

Issitheus
10-31-2008, 06:09 PM
I must know. Is it true?

abyssion1337
10-31-2008, 06:11 PM
I'm not saying, this is too much fun

Kuwabara
10-31-2008, 07:32 PM
I'm not saying, this is too much fun


i alway did think you where a girl :P

abyssion1337
10-31-2008, 08:23 PM
I'm not saying, this is too much fun


i alway did think you where a girl :P

you thought I was some guy named Zach....

Kuwabara
10-31-2008, 08:24 PM
I'm not saying, this is too much fun


i alway did think you where a girl :P

you thought I was some guy named Zach....


i did....but deep down i couldnt help but think that vicky was right and you are a girl :P

abyssion1337
10-31-2008, 08:28 PM
I'm not saying, this is too much fun


i alway did think you where a girl :P

you thought I was some guy named Zach....


i did....but deep down i couldnt help but think that vicky was right and you are a girl :P

*rolls eyes* suuuuuuuuure

Kuwabara
10-31-2008, 08:30 PM
I'm not saying, this is too much fun


i alway did think you where a girl :P

you thought I was some guy named Zach....


i did....but deep down i couldnt help but think that vicky was right and you are a girl :P

*rolls eyes* suuuuuuuuure


yep ;D :P....so...seince we determined that your a girl....can we get a picture of you? :P

abyssion1337
10-31-2008, 08:32 PM
I'm not saying, this is too much fun


i alway did think you where a girl :P

you thought I was some guy named Zach....


i did....but deep down i couldnt help but think that vicky was right and you are a girl :P

*rolls eyes* suuuuuuuuure


yep ;D :P....so...seince we determined that your a girl....can we get a picture of you? :P

absolutely not

Kuwabara
10-31-2008, 08:34 PM
I'm not saying, this is too much fun


i alway did think you where a girl :P

you thought I was some guy named Zach....


i did....but deep down i couldnt help but think that vicky was right and you are a girl :P

*rolls eyes* suuuuuuuuure


yep ;D :P....so...seince we determined that your a girl....can we get a picture of you? :P

absolutely not


so you amit to being a girl :P...now we just need a name...and a pic.

abyssion1337
10-31-2008, 08:37 PM
I'm not saying, this is too much fun


i alway did think you where a girl :P

you thought I was some guy named Zach....


i did....but deep down i couldnt help but think that vicky was right and you are a girl :P

*rolls eyes* suuuuuuuuure


yep ;D :P....so...seince we determined that your a girl....can we get a picture of you? :P

absolutely not


so you amit to being a girl :P...now we just need a name...and a pic.

good luck ;)

Kuwabara
10-31-2008, 08:38 PM
I'm not saying, this is too much fun


i alway did think you where a girl :P

you thought I was some guy named Zach....


i did....but deep down i couldnt help but think that vicky was right and you are a girl :P

*rolls eyes* suuuuuuuuure


yep ;D :P....so...seince we determined that your a girl....can we get a picture of you? :P

absolutely not


so you amit to being a girl :P...now we just need a name...and a pic.

good luck ;)



thanks....i'll need it :P

Luppi-tan
10-31-2008, 11:59 PM
I haven't posted lately because I've been really busy at school. Alright, fine. That's a lie. I guess I just forgot.

Odessa
11-01-2008, 02:01 AM
it happens to us all, hon. i've been avoiding thignsl ike thinking today myself, and typing involves thinking. I had all sorts of plans to celebrate my affirmation today, and apparently eveyone here forgot about it :(

abyssion1337
11-01-2008, 07:15 AM
it happens to us all, hon. i've been avoiding thignsl ike thinking today myself, and typing involves thinking. I had all sorts of plans to celebrate my affirmation today, and apparently eveyone here forgot about it :(



I'm terribly sorry I wasn't there

Jazean
11-01-2008, 07:21 AM
i was at work, hellish day... i'm back now.

Odessa
11-01-2008, 01:39 PM
[/quote]
I'm terribly sorry I wasn't there
[/quote]


not your fault, sweetie. i knew you couldnt be here, you know? but at least you acknloweded the day EXISTED. my family forgot to do even that. would it have killed them to call me, send a card, send an e-mail? It's an event as important to me as my 'real" birthday, and my family doesn't get it. It just makes me sad.

(kiss) it's a good thing i have you to keep my spirits up, hm?

abyssion1337
11-01-2008, 11:35 PM
I'm terribly sorry I wasn't there



not your fault, sweetie. i knew you couldnt be here, you know? but at least you acknloweded the day EXISTED. my family forgot to do even that. would it have killed them to call me, send a card, send an e-mail? It's an event as important to me as my 'real" birthday, and my family doesn't get it. It just makes me sad.

(kiss) it's a good thing i have you to keep my spirits up, hm?





anyway I still hope to see you soon

Odessa
11-02-2008, 12:56 AM
guess what? my family didn't all compleatly forget! My mother thought it was today ( the 1st) and surprised me by taking me out to lunch. we also bought my new lap top ( which i wont' get till use till christmas) but I went with the Toshiba one. It was originally 1,600$, and it was marked down to 800$. Plus my mother had a 20% off, and I ahd a 100$ gift card as a kind of severence pay from when i left work. so yea, we got a ridiculous cheap price on this thing.

I may seem silly, but it really cheered me up to know m family hadn'y compleatly forgotten about me :)

abyssion1337
11-02-2008, 02:23 AM
guess what? my family didn't all compleatly forget! My mother thought it was today ( the 1st) and surprised me by taking me out to lunch. we also bought my new lap top ( which i wont' get till use till christmas) but I went with the Toshiba one. It was originally 1,600$, and it was marked down to 800$. Plus my mother had a 20% off, and I ahd a 100$ gift card as a kind of severence pay from when i left work. so yea, we got a ridiculous cheap price on this thing.

I may seem silly, but it really cheered me up to know m family hadn'y compleatly forgotten about me :)



YATTA!

Odessa
11-02-2008, 03:26 AM
hehe, you seem happy. is it contagious? (kiss)

abyssion1337
11-02-2008, 03:30 AM
I hope so, I'm happy cause you're happy

Odessa
11-02-2008, 03:36 AM
well i'm happy that you're happy! so, there!

abyssion1337
11-02-2008, 03:38 AM
YATTA! we're happy

Odessa
11-02-2008, 03:43 AM
yatta! an entire page of us being happy together! we will dominate this topic, then the board, then the world!

YOU WILL BE HAPPY. RESISTENCE IS FUTILE.

abyssion1337
11-02-2008, 03:44 AM
*gets the happiness device*

Odessa
11-02-2008, 03:47 AM
( sets up happy traps to inject next poster with nanobots of happiness).

DaMetzger
11-02-2008, 09:45 AM
You will never get me alive!

(jumps out through the window)

Odessa
11-02-2008, 03:46 PM
Silly boy...who says we want you alive?

(releases the robot happy hounds)

Go "play" my pretties! PLAY!!!

Ionzorg
11-02-2008, 04:57 PM
guess what? my family didn't all compleatly forget! My mother thought it was today ( the 1st) and surprised me by taking me out to lunch. we also bought my new lap top ( which i wont' get till use till christmas) but I went with the Toshiba one. It was originally 1,600$, and it was marked down to 800$. Plus my mother had a 20% off, and I ahd a 100$ gift card as a kind of severence pay from when i left work. so yea, we got a ridiculous cheap price on this thing.

I may seem silly, but it really cheered me up to know m family hadn'y compleatly forgotten about me :)




Oh man you guys, this is awesome! I'm laughing with joy! Also AGONY! D: The horrible, horrible elation! Oh God, it's unstoppable, I'm enjoying it!

But seriously, your collective happiness pleases me so. Even when the happy hounds are hot on my trail... 0_0

Odessa
11-02-2008, 05:28 PM
Oh no, you jsut get happy injections. Metzger tempted fate by running, so he gets the happy hounds :)


Happiness is a fickle thing, you know? something as simple as reconition really made me day. Of course, my sister is trying to rain on my parade, but whatever. Life can suck at times, but as long we keep a positive outlook, who cares? I'm jsut glad I have good friends, a wonderful lover, and a....um...medicre family. :)

Pink_Nipple
11-02-2008, 07:11 PM
:\

Filleffs
11-04-2008, 02:15 AM
haven't really been in the mood of visiting any forum or even watching anime the past few weeks...or doing anything at all
i've been pissed and a little depressed and crap like that...not good, need to clear my mind and cheer up, damn it

Issitheus
11-04-2008, 02:26 AM
Well just stay here and we'll fix ya right up

Filleffs
11-04-2008, 02:57 AM
man, i sound really ghey

Ionzorg
11-04-2008, 04:13 AM
http://img386.imageshack.us/img386/6810/gheyfa6.th.gif (http://img386.imageshack.us/my.php?image=gheyfa6.gif)

:D I kid, of course.

I know what you mean when it comes to that, that was the main excuse for why I abstained during the summer. When I&#39;m depressed, I don&#39;t want to do anything, and trying to joke and act in high spirits on the internets just isn&#39;t fun. No, I put on my nicest clothes, sit in my favourite chair, fill up a small glass of brandy and nurse it for an hour with some (favourably) Oscar Peterson playing softly in the background, thinking only of the object of my depression. I don&#39;t know how you choose to handle your emotions, but that&#39;s me. :P

Although usually if I do decide to pull out of my rut, dedicate a little time and have fun with you guys, I rarely regret it. :)

Odessa
11-04-2008, 04:28 AM
everyone one three....

"awwwww!!!"

(hugs zorg)

abyssion1337
11-04-2008, 05:11 AM
tap z or r twice to do a hug

Jazean
11-04-2008, 06:12 AM
i not god at hugging people i can't see...

*hugs computer screen*

anyway...

midterms, papers, WoW, Spore, Bioshock, anime, more anime, and some more anime, thats why i've been absent the past few days... oh and work...

Odessa
11-04-2008, 07:25 PM
i love how "work" was so high on your list :)

Ionzorg
11-05-2008, 09:08 PM
i not god


A poor excuse for refusing to show man-love, but I'll take what I can get. :D Thanks Vicky, I'm finding myself enjoying the extra shot of estrogen you've injected into these parts. Yes, I say "extra" for a reason...I don't know if it (abyss' gender) was conclusively proven, but I believe.

Sounds like you have a full plate there, Jazean...very labour-intensive job, eh? ::)

Odessa
11-05-2008, 11:29 PM
hehe, i should put estrogen into these boards. I have to take so many cursed estrogen pills, i better be oozing the stuff!

that sounded less creepy in my head...hm.

abyssion1337
11-05-2008, 11:32 PM
that tends to happen

Jazean
11-06-2008, 06:20 PM
beating bioshock, tryign to hit 70 in WoW, leveling both insricption and enchanting on the same character...

and now fallout 3...

it's amazing how fast things like college and work, just kinda vanish in the face of games...

Ionzorg
11-06-2008, 06:45 PM
I really wish I had a system that was actually worth playing. I mean, occasionally running GH or RB on my PS2 with some friends just doesn't really cut it for me these days, in our age of technological discovery.

I guess that just means I have more time for forum-ing and working and homework and school and um...that's basically all I do at the moment. :D I do have a nice new watch, though. Yeah, I spend my money on crap like a $300 Bulova. Puts into perspective my lack of gaming, does it not?

Jazean
11-07-2008, 02:35 PM
save that damn money and get something worth playing games on!

Odessa
11-08-2008, 12:08 AM
(slumps in)

Hey... I haven't been posting much since Mawelli left. I feel really torn up about it, and I keep blaming myself like it's my fault for some reason. Was I too creepy? Was i not friendly enough? Did I give him too many webcomics to read?

I know it's stupid, but I can't help it. I have abandonment issues. As abyss can tell you, I have a LOT of problems with my memory as a result of a head trauma when i was small. i forget thigns, faces, people...all the time. I know I had a cousin Steven, and I know we were close; my mother still shows off the picture of us drinking baby bottles together when we born. We supposedly inseperable growing up, and tet I can't remember him. He died several years back, and with him out of my life in the now, i've forgotten him. All I can remember is that photograph of us drinking bottles, and that he's dead. My cousin, my playmate for over a decade, reduced to two sentences.

I don't want to forget people... not mawelli or anyone else. And I know I will. If he never comes back, if we never speak again... then i won't remember him in a year, or even of having this anxiety of forgetting him. I don't know how many times I've had this happen, and it scares me. I'm scared of of losing everyone in my life, family, abyss, my mind! I don't want to end up like my grandmother who can't even remember her name or not to crap in her pants. Everytime i look at her, it's a haunting image of what I'm afraid I will become.

But it's all out of my hands, you know? Since Mawelli left, I keep getting these anxiety attacks every time I come on here. I kept my self up all last night, afraid of what i was going to forget if i slept. I try not to dwell on this stuff, and yet when thigns like this happen, when people leave me as they so often do...it just reiterates my worst fears.

I probalby should have written this in the random rants...but i guess my point is i havent' been posting as i'm still hurting.

Ionzorg
11-08-2008, 05:08 AM
I think it sort of applies to both situations, so you're cool.

Well, I am of the opinion that a) You can never be too creepy on here, b) I'd say you're one of the friendliest people who post (except when you retort a sexist comment), hell, you made me cookies that time and all I did was express our friendship :) and c) I love webcomics. And so did he. ;D

I guess what I'm saying is...what you're going through sounds truly horrible, but I would at least imagine, out of all the reasons that one might possibly leave this very time-consuming place, that the refreshingly kind, cheery, funny, and generally well-meaning and delightful person (and the only confirmed girl on here :D) probably isn't one of them...But again, that's just me talking...

Filleffs
11-08-2008, 08:33 AM
I think it sort of applies to both situations, so you're cool.

Well, I am of the opinion that a) You can never be too creepy on here, b) I'd say you're one of the friendliest people who post (except when you retort a sexist comment), hell, you made me cookies that time and all I did was express our friendship :) and c) I love webcomics. And so did he. ;D

I guess what I'm saying is...what you're going through sounds truly horrible, but I would at least imagine, out of all the reasons that one might possibly leave this very time-consuming place, that the refreshingly kind, cheery, funny, and generally well-meaning and delightful person (and the only confirmed girl on here :D) probably isn't one of them...But again, that's just me talking...

You're forgetting corpsegoddess and inkwolf here :O

also, I wish I could say something comforting in this situation, but it'll just end up...weird. I suck
Except I think he'll be back one day ;P

DaMetzger
11-08-2008, 10:28 AM
Yeah, this place sure as hell is addicting. Sometimes I post more, sometimes less, but I do keep coming back for some unexplainable reason...

Odessa
11-08-2008, 04:02 PM
Thanks zorg. I'm trying not to dwell on these feelings, but it's had at times. I know I should carry on and not let it get to me, but that seems like the easiest way to forget as well. It's just sad... i know i'd be better of forgetting this pain, and yet i'm scared of it too.

I didn't get to tell him, but I actually made the card for the "Mawelli fan club." I was going to have abyss post a pic of it when next he was here as a surprise, but it seems pointless now. i'm hanging on to it for now, to remember, but I don't know if I should get rid of it to forget.

Jazean
11-09-2008, 08:29 AM
he'll be back, we always come back, unless we migrate to sister sites, or somehow find the edge of the earth to fall off of...

ack, my lap has been usurped by pug puppy... guess i'm not leaving my computer any time soon...

...it's asleep now... and snoring...

Odessa
11-09-2008, 03:50 PM
ah poor jazean. and hello cute puppy!

i'll just keep my distance as i'm more of a cat person.

( I will kill the first person to make the "i love to play with pussies" joke. you are warned.)

Kuwabara
11-09-2008, 10:39 PM
i love to play with pussies


.....you said it....not me.... :P

srry....couldnt resist....

Odessa
11-09-2008, 11:44 PM
oh, kuwabara. you will be missed.

(takes out chainsaw shooting rocker launcer and begins stalking you).


do you have any plans for tomorrow? you know, besides me chasing you?

Kuwabara
11-10-2008, 12:03 AM
i have 2 classes...they the first one 11:15-12:15 and the second is 12:30-1:30 :P

then i was going to eat at the caf....after that i was going to play Gears of War 2 some more....but i dont have to....so im free after 2 pm :P

Odessa
11-10-2008, 02:13 AM
ok, i'll kill...er...see you then!

Kuwabara
11-10-2008, 02:51 AM
k :P

Odessa
11-10-2008, 06:32 PM
Oh, I jsut remembered, I have to wash my hair... i'll have to kill you some other time.

Call me to re-schedule, ok?

Kuwabara
11-11-2008, 05:23 AM
k ;D

Odessa
11-11-2008, 02:10 PM
Dang it, say something I can respond too! how can i make a legitmate post here to keep my hold on the first page if you give me nothing to work with here?! My fans expect a worthy response from the majesty that is moi, and i cannot dissapoint!

Issitheus
11-11-2008, 02:21 PM
Greetings, Oh Dessy One!

Will that suffice?

Odessa
11-11-2008, 02:46 PM
Actually, yes! How ya been, issi? Not seen you around in a whie. Is everything ok?

Issitheus
11-11-2008, 02:50 PM
I just got in a ****ton of trouble. I rode my bike to my girlfriend's house without telling my parents where I was going and it took longer than I expected so I was riding in the dark. It's about a half-hour drive, so I was riding for about 3 hours...

Odessa
11-11-2008, 02:55 PM
.... she must be really, really, REALLY attractive to warrant a three hour bike ride... that's all i can say to that one.

Issitheus
11-11-2008, 02:57 PM
I'm... not even going to respond to that.

All I can say is that I didn't think it would take nearly as long as it did. 17 miles is actually a long way.

Odessa
11-11-2008, 03:15 PM
17 miles...wow. that's a tad extreme, no? i don't know about you, but i'd want to know ahead of time i'd be getting laid before doing something like that lol.

and still...i'm doubt i'm healthy enough to even do it anyway...not that abyss isn't worth trying ,but...

Issitheus
11-11-2008, 03:16 PM
I enjoy riding my bike. That's an excuse, no?

Anyways, at least I ended up seeing her.

Odessa
11-11-2008, 03:27 PM
i can't question your motives, but i'm just impressed you could do it. you must be in really good shape. i keep hearing "i drove all night" thinking this scene over.

and on a side note, i can't ride a bike at all.

Kuwabara
11-11-2008, 03:28 PM
:o....inablity or are you just out of shape?...

Odessa
11-11-2008, 03:36 PM
brain damage. what's that count as? i can't tie a knot or shoes, can't ride a bike, or drive a car. yea brain damage!

Kuwabara
11-11-2008, 03:37 PM
inablity....

that sucks..... :-\

Odessa
11-11-2008, 03:38 PM
eh, i'm used to it. i don't miss it much either, though it does make getting around a pain in the arse.

Issitheus
11-11-2008, 04:37 PM
Then learn how to fly. All you have to do is throw yourself at the ground and miss.

Odessa
11-11-2008, 04:41 PM
'tha'ts not flying ,that's falling with style!"

Issitheus
11-11-2008, 04:42 PM
No, that's flying. Read The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy trilogy.

Odessa
11-11-2008, 04:45 PM
i can't! I have made a solemn oath to never read Douglas Adams, despite abyss trying to convince me other wise.


my writign has often bee ncalled a "douglas adams rip off" but i've enver read his work. i'm afriad if i did now, then i really would just be imitating him. so long as i don't read his works, then i can rest knowing i'm original.

Issitheus
11-11-2008, 04:47 PM
Por que no?

Odessa
11-11-2008, 04:55 PM
unless my spansih is worse than i think...didn't i just anser why?

Issitheus
11-11-2008, 04:56 PM
I DEMAND A BETTER ANSWER

Odessa
11-11-2008, 05:10 PM
well...i don't have one. I don't want my writing to be considered a rip off. it would cheapen the hours i've spent developing my style. as long as i don't know what Douglas Adam's style IS, i can't imitate it exactly ,and i keep my originality.

Issitheus
11-11-2008, 05:12 PM
As long as you've developed your style before you read his works, you're in the cool.

abyssion1337
11-11-2008, 05:39 PM
Iss you should just stop, I can't convince her and I've used every argument possible

Issitheus
11-11-2008, 05:51 PM
Ah, but I'm a mod.

abyssion1337
11-11-2008, 05:54 PM
Ah, but I'm a mod.
BAKA!

Issitheus
11-11-2008, 05:57 PM
Ah, but I'm a mod.
BAKA!

MIZU!!!

oh, wait...

abyssion1337
11-11-2008, 06:00 PM
Ah, but I'm a mod.
BAKA!

MIZU!!!

oh, wait...
lol

Odessa
11-11-2008, 09:42 PM
allow me to say "lol, what?" as this is funny but i don't know why. who..or what...is Mizu?


....


...

Mizu is behind me, right now, isn't he/she/it?

Ionzorg
11-11-2008, 09:53 PM
I have no idea, but here's another "I was reading the engrossing conversations I'd missed and..."



I just got in a ****ton of trouble. I rode my bike to my girlfriend's house without telling my parents where I was going and it took longer than I expected so I was riding in the dark. It's about a half-hour drive, so I was riding for about 3 hours...

Holy not-so-dissimilar-actually-the-congruency-of-the-summation-is-striking, Batman. It was a few months ago, I had to go yell at my friend (not girlfriend, but...close, it's weird), things happened, long story. Only difference is that I didn't get caught. ;D

Odessa
11-11-2008, 10:14 PM
tsk, tsk young man. dont' you feel ashamed? you should go turn yourself in to the authorites ( and/or parents) and cofness your vile sins immediatly.

otherwise, no cookies for you.

(bakes cookies)

cookies!

Kuwabara
11-12-2008, 04:50 AM
allow me to say "lol, what?" as this is funny but i don't know why. who..or what...is Mizu?


....


...

Mizu is behind me, right now, isn't he/she/it?






i means "water"....if i remember right....

Ionzorg
11-12-2008, 04:58 AM
tsk, tsk young man. dont' you feel ashamed? you should go turn yourself in to the authorites ( and/or parents) and cofness your vile sins immediatly.

otherwise, no cookies for you.

(bakes cookies)

cookies!




:'( Cookies?...

I was young, I was reckless, I was angry! It's in the past now! I didn' do no-ting! 0_0

Odessa
11-12-2008, 12:22 PM
sigh, i have no discipline...i'm going to bad with kids... (hands cookies to zorg) ony two though! sigh....



and water is behind me? thats um, and interesting theory, but wouldn't water just fall on top of me and get me wet and all? no, clearly Mizu is a trained killer of some kind, and this "water" thing is just a distraction. you make me think of getting wet, and then BAM! kunai through the chest.

I'm on to you!!

Kuwabara
11-12-2008, 01:16 PM
sigh, i have no discipline...i'm going to bad with kids... (hands cookies to zorg) ony two though! sigh....



and water is behind me? thats um, and interesting theory, but wouldn't water just fall on top of me and get me wet and all? no, clearly Mizu is a trained killer of some kind, and this "water" thing is just a distraction. you make me think of getting wet, and then BAM! kunai through the chest.

I'm on to you!!





*put down sword*....sh*t....she's onto me..... :P

Odessa
11-12-2008, 02:39 PM
you sick bastard! i knew it!!!

Kuwabara
11-12-2008, 03:17 PM
you sick bastard! i knew it!!!





...knew what?...i dont know what your talking about....
<_<

>_>

*runs*

Luppi-tan
11-12-2008, 03:21 PM
I haven't been posting because............ Well, I've been being lazy. I really just forgot. Sorry, though I know everyone missed my incredible personality soooo much, right?

Kuwabara
11-12-2008, 03:22 PM
I haven't been posting because............ Well, I've been being lazy. I really just forgot. Sorry, though I know everyone missed my incredible personality soooo much, right?


...and you are?... :P

ninjis
11-12-2008, 04:35 PM
I've just been lurking for a bit now.. Haven't gotten around to posting that often..

Odessa
11-12-2008, 10:34 PM
I haven't been posting because............ Well, I've been being lazy. I really just forgot. Sorry, though I know everyone missed my incredible personality soooo much, right?


...and you are?... :P



(hits kuwabara with a love hina style slap, sending him flying in the air)


don't listen to him, Luppi. we always miss you. and tha'ts why you should psot mroe often, and keep my companay, and the boredem demons away! everyone wins!


(kuwabara lands).


well...most everyone! (cue laughtrack).

Kuwabara
11-13-2008, 01:33 AM
thanks vicky....you hit me over the playboy mansion...got a NICE veiw... :P

Ionzorg
11-13-2008, 03:22 PM
Ha! Ha! Ha!

The irony is palpable!

Ha! Ha! Ha!

Odessa
11-14-2008, 12:37 AM
the paly boy mansion? really? i guess boys will be boys, but still, that jsut screams of exploitation.

Kuwabara
11-14-2008, 02:30 AM
the paly boy mansion? really? i guess boys will be boys, but still, that jsut screams of exploitation.


your the one who sent me flying through the air :P

Odessa
11-14-2008, 04:21 AM
yes, cause clearly punching someone is just cause for all the sexploitation of the entire female gender :/

Kuwabara
11-14-2008, 04:22 AM
hey....they choose that job....

Odessa
11-14-2008, 04:38 AM
...

i wil lspare you my rant on how they didn't chose it but were molded into it by a stupid society that places unrealistic views onto girls...

THIS time.


Be warned, if the feminsit in me is invoked, nothing male in this world is safe.

Kuwabara
11-14-2008, 04:39 AM
email it to me

abyssion1337
11-14-2008, 05:58 AM
email it to me
maybe I'll have Sarah send hers as well; did I mention we have a plan to rape Drizzt with a feminist dagger

Kuwabara
11-14-2008, 05:59 AM
email it to me
maybe I'll have Sarah send hers as well; did I mention we have a plan to rape Drizzt with a feminist dagger


y not....drizzit?

Odessa
11-14-2008, 01:47 PM
drizzit, or Forgotten Realms fame? poor bastard lol.


and maybe i'll write you a rant later kuwabara, but i really don't feel like it now. i need to regain some pride in myself before i ca ntalk about pride...


and i likely wont' be posting much for two-three days... i'll be too busy spending time with abyss in real life :)

Jazean
11-19-2008, 06:38 AM
a mixture of papers, wrath of the lich king, fallout 3, anime, and work, and a broken car, most reasons 2-4.

ninjis
11-19-2008, 07:52 PM
Hooked on fallout 3 :> There's also school of course..

Jazean
11-19-2008, 09:13 PM
ran into my first Yao Guai today; think angry radioactively mutated grizzly that likes to try and eat my face.

I had noticed a trio of green pings on my radar, most likely a caravan which was good cause i needed more ammo and to sell some stuff to lower my weight. Traders are usually well armed and have at least one bodyguard with an automatic weapon, as i approached (i was in stealth as always) i noticed that the green pings vanished and only a fast moving red ping remained, it was charging off to a pair of brahmins (mutated cows, also green pings cause they don't attack).

I shot the thing in the head (bolt-action hunting rifle), which appeared to only anger it and draw its attention to me. as it charged I unloaded an entire 30 round clip from my 10mm SMG into its face before it fell.

Since then i've managed to catch 4 more off-guard with my sniper rifle, if only i had more ammo for the thing i'd use it more often.



oh, and i registered for my next semester of classes.

acutekat
11-19-2008, 10:16 PM
just wait until you run into death claws

they took out a quarter of my heal in full power armor lvl 18
twas scary

Ellen Feiss
11-20-2008, 05:32 AM
been busy finding videos on utube oh and this ttfaf vid has almost 22 million views

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0jgrCKhxE1s&feature=related

Jazean
11-20-2008, 08:15 AM
i actually hit the nest of Deathclaws in Old Orney around level 9, it was actually a bit easy to deal with them, but then again i had spent like 4 hours fighting Deathclaws in fallout 1 so i already had a basic plan, thin hallways with landmines and rifle shots to the head, if they get within a certain range switch to either combat shotgun or if i'm feeling confident my magnum.

it's sad, deathclaws don't bother me (they big and they stand more or less upright), but Yao Guai and Mirelurks give me trouble (beastly and tiny faces respectively).

Ionzorg
11-21-2008, 05:10 PM
Ionno. Eatin' sandwiches, I've worked for the past few days (and will continue to work every day until Tuesday...I should really request less hours, I do go to school), I've been doing a lot more writing/drawing/general artistic projects, it's been fun.

Go forum-browsing off-hours, woo woo!

Odessa
11-22-2008, 03:04 PM
I took a little trip to fuc---visit my sweetie :)

posting here...well...was of a lower priority of pleasing my love. Sorry!

I am back with my parents for now, and have time for you again :)

Divine Dragoon
11-22-2008, 08:23 PM
I think I have this one first My laptop got messed up is at a repair shop then I sent out my desk top to have it's dial up accelerator fixed because vista sucks something awful so nothing works on it like it should (how is it a good thing that Microsoft purposely shoots it self in the foot? really)

Pink_Nipple
11-26-2008, 01:42 PM
f**k exams are coming in a month D:
that kills my mood at almost everything
of course i don't want to be kicked out
also i've been kinda depressive last 2 month
still i miss some people here
became addicted to God Is An Astronaut
trying to do smth for our new band
suck at almost everything and in life in general

is this enough? i think so

Odessa
11-26-2008, 03:52 PM
( hugs nipple...no, pinches nipple soudns better...picnhes nipple ^_^ )


i'm sorry life is using you for it's punching bag, dear. we all get our turn, for better or for worse. don'tforget we here are a wierd family of sorts, so you can come rant your problems away here, or just vent some some steam. and even if you don't, we'll be here when you find the time to come back.... we're like family in that way ;)

( pinches nipple again)

hmmmm :)

Kuwabara
11-26-2008, 03:54 PM
( hugs nipple...no, pinches nipple soudns better...picnhes nipple ^_^ )

( pinches nipple again)

hmmmm :)






hey....Pink_Nipple just became Purple_nurple :P (srry....couldn't resist :P)

Odessa
11-26-2008, 04:01 PM
lol you know, there are "other" reasons to pinch someones nipples, right? :)

Kuwabara
11-26-2008, 04:09 PM
yep ::)

Pink_Nipple
11-26-2008, 04:46 PM
i don't

Odessa
11-26-2008, 09:07 PM
it's called S E X.

look it up ;)

Kuni Linguist
11-27-2008, 05:36 PM
lol I have been busy with my girlfriend, I have been busy with staying at home cuz its ****ing cold out and I am not immune yet.... so I only go on at work. keep in mind I just started but if I have a a leave it's due to my work schedual sucking balls

Odessa
11-27-2008, 11:59 PM
i msut have a realy dirty mind, or you word your psots badly. it soudnsl ike you're i nthe army with the job of sucking balls. I'm pretty sure that violates dont' ask, don't tell...

abyssion1337
11-28-2008, 12:01 AM
i msut have a realy dirty mind, or you word your psots badly. it soudnsl ike you're i nthe army with the job of sucking balls. I'm pretty sure that violates dont' ask, don't tell...


no one actually follows don't ask don't tell

Odessa
11-28-2008, 12:10 AM
um, yea, they actually do. i'm kind of angry they do, but they do all the same.

abyssion1337
11-28-2008, 12:13 AM
um, yea, they actually do. i'm kind of angry they do, but they do all the same.


nope they do less than you think

Odessa
11-28-2008, 12:17 AM
i disagree. i have spent many an hour workign withpeople to get DODT repealled, and no many people fired cuase ofi t. plus, there is al sit of over 100,000 people who want to serve in the american army, but can't because they are openly gay. and with the stupidity that is the US governemnt getting us caught in wars around the world, turning down soldiers doesn't make sense.

sorry, i'm kinda passionate about this subject.

abyssion1337
11-28-2008, 12:22 AM
i disagree. i have spent many an hour workign withpeople to get DODT repealled, and no many people fired cuase ofi t. plus, there is al sit of over 100,000 people who want to serve in the american army, but can't because they are openly gay. and with the stupidity that is the US governemnt getting us caught in wars around the world, turning down soldiers doesn't make sense.

sorry, i'm kinda passionate about this subject.



hmm well the soldier I know, know exactly which of their comrades are gay

Odessa
11-28-2008, 12:25 AM
well sure, soem who are LGBT serve, but they can't be open about it; if they are caught 'being gay" or any evidence is found of thme being gay, they are discharged. DODT ahs been used as a weapon by officers to get people they don't like discharged by making up phony stories... it's terrible, if you ask me. are we so stupd as a nation we can't tolerate people?

abyssion1337
11-28-2008, 12:27 AM
well sure, soem who are LGBT serve, but they can't be open about it; if they are caught 'being gay" or any evidence is found of thme being gay, they are discharged. DODT ahs been used as a weapon by officers to get people they don't like discharged by making up phony stories... it's terrible, if you ask me. are we so stupd as a nation we can't tolerate people?
you don't need to tell me but you are making it bigger than it is, if nothing else be honest it doesn't happen that often

Odessa
11-28-2008, 12:29 AM
...yea, except the aforementioend list of over 100,000 people.... you might want to do some research on the issue and not rely on the people you know, love.

Jazean
11-30-2008, 08:04 AM
um... thanksgiving was hellish, i have two projects to both start and finish within the next 20 hours... um... sleep, and work...

Odessa
11-30-2008, 03:39 PM
um... thanksgiving was hellish, i have two projects to both start and finish within the next 20 hours... um... sleep, and work...



oh, ouch. i'm sorry? (bakes you cookies with a LOT of sugar)

good luck, and godspeed! ( hugs)

acutekat
11-30-2008, 06:45 PM
sucks 2 b u

oh well my grades are taking the inevtiable rollercoaster low before the hamer comes down

*sighs*

got to eventually get on that

Odessa
11-30-2008, 06:53 PM
ouch. so many in school still....

( must not...laugh.....)

it's the oen advantage of beign older, i guess lol.

acutekat
11-30-2008, 06:53 PM
and you have no future

Odessa
11-30-2008, 07:08 PM
huh? i graduated with a BA, buddy. I did my time ;)

acutekat
11-30-2008, 07:09 PM
doesn't mean you have a future

Odessa
11-30-2008, 07:18 PM
and you do then? you have no point.

acutekat
11-30-2008, 07:26 PM
you have no counter point

Odessa
11-30-2008, 07:33 PM
how could i have a coutner point to nothing? silly goose :)

acutekat
11-30-2008, 07:47 PM
i was making a philisophical debate with you and apperntly failed

so that just sucks

Jazean
11-30-2008, 09:28 PM
you to fight like well kats and vickys. almost every thread i see you posting in its a nice little tussle followed by me wandering in and trying to piece together what the hell just happened...

yes, college sucks, even more so when your lazy and procrastinate. see "me", about 6 hours remaining to start and finish said report...

Odessa
11-30-2008, 09:50 PM
hehehe....yes....YES!! with all of the studetns working busily, this is my chance to make morep sots, mre topics, and to claim the number two spot for posts....soon....very soon....

Kuwabara
12-02-2008, 01:43 AM
HELLO BOYS!....I'M BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*playfully*did you miss me? :) *drinks drink, drink flows through holes in body* I GUESS NOT!! ;D

ive been on a cruise :P....just got back

*cracks knuckles* time to read all the posts ive missed

Odessa
12-02-2008, 01:49 AM
( takes drinks)

friends dont' let friends drink and go to hell.

abyssion1337
12-02-2008, 06:54 AM
friends let friends down that one time when they're the only person that can help

Odessa
12-02-2008, 08:24 AM
well, clearly i need to brighton someoen's day and/or attitude. no being mopey with super girlfriend Vicky on the job! with overly abudent optimism, she supports you to hell and back! Now with kung fu grip and mouth sucking action!

Odessa
12-02-2008, 07:20 PM
there have been one too many rape references of late, so i'm signing off for a while. maybe a few days of arc the lad will.... nevermind.

abyssion1337
12-02-2008, 07:23 PM
you're all insensitive

Jazean
12-02-2008, 07:24 PM
i am not, a wee bit numb some times, but i feel and try not to wound too deeply.

abyssion1337
12-02-2008, 07:26 PM
i am not, a wee bit numb some times, but i feel and try not to wound too deeply.
hypocrite

Jazean
12-02-2008, 07:27 PM
only sometimes, and i know it, which is more then some can say.

Odessa
12-05-2008, 02:41 AM
if anything, i'm the one who is too sensitive. I wish i weren't, but i do get jumpy. it's odd; if i bring up the subject of my beign raped, i can talk about fine. But if somene else brigns it up, i feel like iwas just hit by a ton of bricks... where the hell did that coem from!!" mentality.

I apologize to all to turning this forum into a soap opera with all my drama. (bows).

Ken-Chan
12-07-2008, 12:20 PM
if anything, i'm the one who is too sensitive. I wish i weren't, but i do get jumpy. it's odd; if i bring up the subject of my beign raped, i can talk about fine. But if somene else brigns it up, i feel like iwas just hit by a ton of bricks... where the hell did that coem from!!" mentality.

I apologize to all to turning this forum into a soap opera with all my drama. (bows).


it's human nature because that incident is now apart of you, you fell that only you can bring it up because it is you choice

if someone else brings it up they are taking away your choice to talk about it and that is why you can become touchy about it and feel "like i was just hit with a tun of bricks" so there is nothing you can do about that feeling the best you can do is inform people that it is your choice to talk about not theres

so yer thats my observation

Odessa
12-07-2008, 04:28 PM
(takes notes) hm, that...actually makes sense. who would have guessed?

Ken-Chan
12-08-2008, 02:25 AM
yay i serve a purpose in this sad excuse of an existence

Odessa
12-08-2008, 05:03 AM
yay i serve a purpose in this sad excuse of an existence


dont' be depressed, sad emo boy! (hugs).

you make people smile on the internet. truly, there is no higher calling in life.

Ionzorg
12-08-2008, 11:40 PM
Well, the internets do have that great power to distribute lols to the entire world, with no more cost than it takes to acquire the internets. :)

Good work, team!

You guys are awesome.

Tazuto
12-08-2008, 11:58 PM
Something i believe is that humans are slowly evolving, and that they have special abilties, want to hear what i think they are?

Adjacent Badger
12-09-2008, 12:04 AM
Could be interesting to hear, if you've found the answer.
I'll tell you if you've got it right.

Odessa
12-09-2008, 01:43 AM
dude, we get mutant powers?! i call Ilanya! :)

Jazean
12-09-2008, 07:45 AM
i don't think tazuto means mutant powers, at least not just yet, we need some good doses of various mutigens or possibily a good nuclear winter. then we get mutant powers....


oh, maybe cosmic radiation bath from space!

what was the subject again....

Tazuto
12-09-2008, 03:53 PM
For one, humans can do almost anything they are taught to do, humans also currently only use 1/3 of their max strength and not all their brain power, they are also able to adapt to most weather conditions, and humans brain and reflexes can be trained to insane levels of skill.

thats why every time i play a new game i start on the hardest setting, cause then my brain and reflexes adapt to the level of difficulty almost instantly making me a much better player then if i did the easy modes first.

also sometimes i see the future when i sleep but dont remember until months later when i have a sense of deja vu and i know almost exactly whats going to happen, many other people i have asked this said they experience the same thing.

thats all i have to say for now

Ionzorg
12-09-2008, 06:41 PM
Yeah, I have deja vu quite often actually, it seems to sort of sneak up on me, but I generally just brush it off as coincidence.



thats why every time i play a new game i start on the hardest setting, cause then my brain and reflexes adapt to the level of difficulty almost instantly making me a much better player then if i did the easy modes first.

That's a good idea, I should start trying that...



For one, humans can do almost anything they are taught to do, humans also currently only use 1/3 of their max strength and not all their brain power, they are also able to adapt to most weather conditions, and humans brain and reflexes can be trained to insane levels of skill.

Yeah, but I think that if we did use all of our strength, we might...die, or something similar. I don't know, but from what we've determined pushing humans to use greater strength than we've been accustomed, it leads to much pain and suffering. Due probably to the lack of energy, due to our need for that energy in maintaining our internal bodily functions, like breathing, and heart beats, and bowel movements and whatnot.

That's what I figure, anyway.

Tazuto
12-09-2008, 06:56 PM
yea but the extra 2/3rds is only used in very stressful situations

Ionzorg
12-09-2008, 07:04 PM
Ah, true. Like those stories you hear about children lifting cars to save their parents, and all that jazz. Then there's adrenaline, which I guess could be isolated without harm if one learned to control his/her heart rate...the possiblities are great. It's a very intriguing theory.

We need more human guinea pigs with a death wish before we realize these possibilities, though.

Divine Dragoon!! I have a proposition for you...

Tazuto
12-09-2008, 07:10 PM
they are many straneg things about humans, like the kind of people that seem kinda retarded and act funny but if you drop a container of toothpicks they can guess how many there are from just a glance. thats a great mystery

Divine Dragoon
12-09-2008, 07:32 PM
My laptop kept needing to have the OS restored

Tazuto
12-09-2008, 07:59 PM
hmm, probably missing a main system file

Jazean
12-09-2008, 08:49 PM
also sometimes i see the future when i sleep but dont remember until months later when i have a sense of deja vu and i know almost exactly whats going to happen, many other people i have asked this said they experience the same thing.


about 6 1/2 to 8 months later?

why are so many people on this forum strangely like me, cept i usually wake up confused and annoyed thinking i went through that day already but i didn't, most of them are bad events that i'd prefer to avoid but can't.

Tazuto
12-09-2008, 08:58 PM
also sometimes i see the future when i sleep but dont remember until months later when i have a sense of deja vu and i know almost exactly whats going to happen, many other people i have asked this said they experience the same thing.


about 6 1/2 to 8 months later?

why are so many people on this forum strangely like me, cept i usually wake up confused and annoyed thinking i went through that day already but i didn't, most of them are bad events that i'd prefer to avoid but can't.
YES! it does seem about 6 to 8 months and most of them are bad moments and i can avoid them =)
i wonder if there is a scientist researching this

Odessa
12-11-2008, 02:22 AM
I have no ability to see the future what so ever. So...there!

I'm one of those people who dreams like, once every two/three months. Nothing too exciting for me, so the rest of yo ucan feel special again :)

Divine Dragoon
12-11-2008, 07:19 AM
hmm, probably missing a main system file


more like a virus prob and then the HDD burned up and the 3rd time I fried up 2 RAM sticks Thank no god for warranty's

Issitheus
12-11-2008, 11:07 AM
I have no ability to see the future what so ever. So...there!

I'm one of those people who dreams like, once every two/three months. Nothing too exciting for me, so the rest of yo ucan feel special again :)



Actually, everyone has about 6-8 dreams a night, it's just you usually dont remember them unless you're woken up during a good one, which is usually an undesirable thing. You yeah, you dream, you just don't remember it.

PeanutSteak
12-11-2008, 03:52 PM
I don't really know why I haven't been posting, maybe it's because no one does twenty questions anymore.

Sorry to derail topic, please continue.

Tazuto
12-11-2008, 07:57 PM
I have no ability to see the future what so ever. So...there!

I'm one of those people who dreams like, once every two/three months. Nothing too exciting for me, so the rest of yo ucan feel special again :)



Actually, everyone has about 6-8 dreams a night, it's just you usually dont remember them unless you're woken up during a good one, which is usually an undesirable thing. You yeah, you dream, you just don't remember it.
thing is love about most of my dreams is i can feel everything thats happening like its real life

Odessa
12-11-2008, 10:20 PM
personally, I know people "say" you always dream, but i don't buy into that. maybe i'm being stubborn, but i can't accept it. what would it mean to my fading mind if i dreamed every night,,, and oculdn't remember? i don't want to think about that, you know?

besides, i rarely sleep long enough for REM sleep..... i take 2-3 hour power naps more than anything, being more half awake than anything. i rarely go into deeper levels for some reason.

abyssion1337
12-12-2008, 07:47 PM
you actually dream in REM sleep not deeper sleep....

Odessa
12-12-2008, 08:15 PM
thats what i said, silly ;)

abyssion1337
12-15-2008, 02:36 AM
right REM is actually among the lighter levels of sleep, anyway you probably do dream but don't remember it

Ionzorg
12-15-2008, 06:08 AM
Speaking of this thread, I don't think we've heard from a certain someone in a while...I've got questions, and damn it, I want some good answers. >:(

At least he's not Eponymuse, who only seems to post when someone makes a mention about him. ::)

Jazean
12-15-2008, 08:16 AM
laziness mostly...

and a really irregular internet schedule...

and slightly distracted...

oh look tacos...

*wanders away*

Odessa
12-15-2008, 03:08 PM
laziness mostly...

and a really irregular internet schedule...

and slightly distracted...

oh look tacos...

*wanders away*




< is the oen making tacos



(lures Jazean into my trap, and handcuffs him to a computer desk.)


fool! now you can join liet in my "posting dungeon!" no food for you until you make 10 posts a day!!

Tazuto
12-15-2008, 03:11 PM
laziness mostly...

and a really irregular internet schedule...

and slightly distracted...

oh look tacos...

*wanders away*




< is the oen making tacos



(lures Jazean into my trap, and handcuffs him to a computer desk.)


fool! now you can join liet in my "posting dungeon!" no food for you until you make 10 posts a day!!


*pokes the back of your head*

Ken-Chan
12-15-2008, 11:45 PM
laziness mostly...

and a really irregular internet schedule...

and slightly distracted...

oh look tacos...

*wanders away*




< is the oen making tacos



(lures Jazean into my trap, and handcuffs him to a computer desk.)


fool! now you can join liet in my "posting dungeon!" no food for you until you make 10 posts a day!!


*pokes the back of your head*

thats not very nice now say sorry or you can go to the naughty stool

Odessa
12-16-2008, 01:23 AM
( locks up Tazuto next to Kenpachi)


No food for you two as....well, i'm in control, i don't need a reason. MUWAHA!

Ken-Chan
12-16-2008, 01:33 AM
huh last time i try to do the good thing i'm locked up aswell ow well a new experience i guess

Odessa
12-16-2008, 01:38 AM
huh last time i try to do the good thing i'm locked up aswell ow well a new experience i guess


oh, you were doing a good thing? oh. well ok, you can have soem food then. Mommy Vicky gets confused easily, so it's not nice to confuse her now.

Ken-Chan
12-16-2008, 01:47 AM
yay food wait wat is it i dont want to be poisened

Odessa
12-16-2008, 04:42 AM
no no, no poison today. my recipes are 99% poison free*, guarenteed! :)

Ken-Chan
12-16-2008, 05:48 AM
well 1 percent cant kill ok down the hatch

mmmmm yummy

Jazean
12-16-2008, 05:49 AM
...

i got trapped...

i think i'm gonna starve...

i wonder what my daily post count is now...

...ew... averaging 3.5 daily...

Ken-Chan
12-16-2008, 05:54 AM
well since your dying i'll say mine is
3.785 per day hahahaha

Jazean
12-16-2008, 05:56 AM
well you have the good fortune of posting most days you where on, i went through a dry spell a while back and didn't post more then like once a day for quite a while so my average and total post counts are surprisingly low for how long i've actually been visiting...

Ken-Chan
12-16-2008, 07:09 AM
it's ok you have been forgivin

Odessa
12-16-2008, 03:20 PM
where do you see your psots per day?

Jazean
12-16-2008, 08:59 PM
you can see your average by clicking your name, and other people by clicking there names...

now i'm gonna feel like vicky is watching me...

i shouldn't of spoke... er... typed...

Ken-Chan
12-16-2008, 10:30 PM
wooow vicky's post per day is 28.988 per day i'm on 4

Odessa
12-17-2008, 12:06 AM
lol oh, i see it now.

29 posts a day...hehehe... soon victory will be MINE!!!

Ken-Chan
12-17-2008, 12:20 AM
is there anyone with a higher count than you

Ionzorg
12-17-2008, 03:08 PM
I think that abyss and Marco (now spontaneously inactive) were locked in a silent struggle for the highest ppd at one point, around 40 each...good times. Wonder what became of him.

I didn't post for a few days just now: no particular reason. I went on the site more than once, just didn't feel like saying anything...plus I was watching NGE. Never seen it before, but it's pretty awesome so far. Too bad I already know most of what happens. ::)

Ken-Chan
12-17-2008, 10:39 PM
are you going to watch the new OVA

abyssion1337
12-18-2008, 02:19 AM
the new OVA wont be anything special

Ionzorg
12-18-2008, 03:04 AM
I definitely will, whenever I get through the long process of watching every currently released piece of Evangelion media. :P Wonder if the live-action movie will ever come to fruition...that would be something.

Issitheus
12-18-2008, 03:08 AM
AKIRA live-action movie=World's most epic fail.

abyssion1337
12-18-2008, 03:09 AM
I hope not but end of evangelion was good

anyway we have live-action Akira and GITS coming sometime

Ionzorg
12-18-2008, 03:14 AM
I'd see the live-action Eva, just out of curiosity, even if it did suck. I think most people would, actually.



I hope not but end of evangelion was good

anyway we have live-action Akira and GITS coming sometime

...Really?

*Wikipedia*

Leonardo DiCaprio is involved...that just makes it weird...

abyssion1337
12-18-2008, 03:14 AM
I'd see the live-action Eva, just out of curiosity, even if it did suck. I think most people would, actually.



I hope not but end of evangelion was good

anyway we have live-action Akira and GITS coming sometime

...Really?

*Wikipedia*

Leonardo DiCaprio is involved...that just makes it weird...
luckily he's only producing

Issitheus
12-18-2008, 03:19 AM
I'd see the live-action Eva, just out of curiosity, even if it did suck. I think most people would, actually.



I hope not but end of evangelion was good

anyway we have live-action Akira and GITS coming sometime

...Really?

*Wikipedia*

Leonardo DiCaprio is involved...that just makes it weird...
luckily he's only producing

Still, it's Leonardo DiCaprio.

abyssion1337
12-18-2008, 03:20 AM
I'd see the live-action Eva, just out of curiosity, even if it did suck. I think most people would, actually.



I hope not but end of evangelion was good

anyway we have live-action Akira and GITS coming sometime

...Really?

*Wikipedia*

Leonardo DiCaprio is involved...that just makes it weird...
luckily he's only producing

Still, it's Leonardo DiCaprio.
but producing pretty much means that he's giving money for it

Issitheus
12-18-2008, 03:22 AM
At the risk of using a bad 2008 YouTube reference...
LEAVE OUR ANIME ALONE!!!

abyssion1337
12-18-2008, 03:25 AM
well I'm really wary of live action anime

Ionzorg
12-18-2008, 03:48 AM
Yeah, is there any successful history in the field of anime gone Hollywood? I'd really like to see that happen, though, only problem with it is lack of interest/high-budget actors/moneys in general/most of what good movie-making entails.

abyssion1337
12-18-2008, 03:51 AM
there actually is enough interest from fans the problem is producers don't realize it

Ionzorg
12-18-2008, 03:54 AM
That's because producers obviously don't spend nearly enough time on forums like this. :P

RainSage
12-18-2008, 03:55 AM
Figured I'd bring this up, though it might not bear a lot of outstanding surprises. This thread goes out to all those whose ppd have dropped a few recently, who can't seem to (or would rather not) find time in the day to chat with one's fellow Hellmates, and whose intervals between posting flurries often range from days to weeks. You know who you are.

I'll admit that I'm one of the worst offenders, so I suppose I'll briefly explain. Yes, I do attend school from morning until mid-afternoon, and am also working about 25-30 hours a week at a new job, so much of my weekends and after school periods are occupied. When I'm not doing one of those two things, I'm either doing various menial tasks involved in yacht upkeep or spending time with my local friends (sadly, while I can fairly easily disregard the forums, saying "no" to them is a bit trickier).

I'm extremely sick today with a fever, among other things, so I have little other option at the moment. Having just woken up recently (it's almost 5 PM :P). So, out of curiosity, what's your excuse?

Umm... It's been a year, and I get impatient for replies. Plus school. Yeah that.

Not that I should get many answers soon, due to the nature of the people I'm requesting them from...how ironic. :-\

abyssion1337
12-18-2008, 04:02 AM
it's just a quote

Ionzorg
12-18-2008, 04:07 AM
Figured I'd bring this up, though it might not bear a lot of outstanding surprises. This thread goes out to all those whose ppd have dropped a few recently, who can't seem to (or would rather not) find time in the day to chat with one's fellow Hellmates, and whose intervals between posting flurries often range from days to weeks. You know who you are.

I'll admit that I'm one of the worst offenders, so I suppose I'll briefly explain. Yes, I do attend school from morning until mid-afternoon, and am also working about 25-30 hours a week at a new job, so much of my weekends and after school periods are occupied. When I'm not doing one of those two things, I'm either doing various menial tasks involved in yacht upkeep or spending time with my local friends (sadly, while I can fairly easily disregard the forums, saying "no" to them is a bit trickier).

I'm extremely sick today with a fever, among other things, so I have little other option at the moment. Having just woken up recently (it's almost 5 PM :P). So, out of curiosity, what's your excuse?

Umm... It's been a year, and I get impatient for replies. Plus school. Yeah that.

Not that I should get many answers soon, due to the nature of the people I'm requesting them from...how ironic. :-\


Aha, sneaky, are we? :P

abyssion1337
12-18-2008, 04:08 AM
it's probably a mistake

RainSage
12-18-2008, 04:18 AM
it's probably a mistake


You win. GRR
I Hey. I tried.
Maybe.

Ken-Chan
12-18-2008, 05:53 AM
the new OVA wont be anything special


it is awsome i have seen it and it looks so kool a must for any eva fan

Ken-Chan
12-18-2008, 05:57 AM
had to double post both quotes where on the previouse page



AKIRA live-action movie=World's most epic fail.


i'm going to have to say your wrong

the live action epic fail is DRAGONBALL THE MOVIE