[jinzo64]

it's o.k
reminds me of zabimaru.

[SleeplessPanda]

I'll just leave this here: http://amvhell.com/video.php?do=viewdetails&videoid=926

[Guthix]

**** that actualy scared me

[jinzo64]

that was different.
bit scary but different.

[SleeplessPanda]

New video =3

http://amvhell.com/video.php?do=viewdetails&videoid=934

[jinzo64]

your realy good at making these.

[bloodlover1987]

i like pie :3

[SleeplessPanda]

your realy good at making these.

Thanks. I don't think the video's THAT good, but my girlfriend really wanted to see something done with that scene, so I rushed and made that in like . . half an hour, to make her happy. =p

[bloodlover1987]

good vid dude

[SleeplessPanda]

good vid dude

Thanks, and I like pie too. =D

[bloodlover1987]

what kind i like cherry >8D

[SleeplessPanda]

what kind i like cherry >8D

Apple mostly, sometimes pumpkin.

[bloodlover1987]

mm pumpkin pie ahh yeah by the way loved the gold clip in the last minis :P

[jinzo64]

i've never had pumpkin pie.

wait panda has a girlfriend?

[MADEVIL]

so he does and he knows how to please her

[SleeplessPanda]

I do my best, and so far that's been good enough for her. =3

[SleeplessPanda]

New subject. What would you guys consider your most underrated AMV/video? If I had to pick one of my own, I'd pick this one: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UuA1VHDIpIA

I always thought it was very AMV Hell worthy, but I know the subtitles somewhat ruin it, so I have to wait till that series comes out in English I suppose. D=

[jinzo64]

i'm not sure what the most underated amv/video would be.
but my fav is the my little pony do a barrel roll clip.

[Guthix]

the only way to underrate [in my opinion] is to make an amv similar to another but better and its not recognized because its already have been made.
i cant realy say that video requires special attension panda,yes the song words match the animation but it just lacks humor or quality to be entertaining [not to mention the whole anime reminded me of a japaneze parody jumping into a pool of american ****]

[jinzo64]

i always thought underrated was somthing that deserves to be popular but isn't.

[SleeplessPanda]

i always thought underrated was somthing that deserves to be popular but isn't.

Exactly.

[jinzo64]

awsome i was right.
are going to post a new topic soon?

[SleeplessPanda]

awsome i was right.
are going to post a new topic soon?

If I feel I need to. =p

I did make a new video though =D

http://amvhell.com/video.php?do=viewdetails&videoid=960

[Chewi105]

SUBMIT

[Guthix]

too short! [my opinion]

[SleeplessPanda]

too short! [my opinion]

Looks' like someone made a full AMV using the song:

http://amvhell.com/video.php?do=viewdetails&videoid=961

I think that's what you had in mind. Saves' me the trouble. =p

[Guthix]

http://www.infocomrade.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/07/awesome.png

[SleeplessPanda]

Someone already disliked my latest video on YouTube. D=

I think it's because someone was threatened by my greatness! o.o

[MADEVIL]

it happens
http://t0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcSf6PoXn5rctuwssutfA6c6Sx-mHHSVtfwtoEX16EtZKZp6Q-Fd&t=1

[Guthix]

you cant expect for 100% likes

[SleeplessPanda]

New video time, with special thanks to Matt' =3

http://amvhell.com/video.php?do=viewdetails&videoid=963

[bloodlover1987]

lol south park

[jinzo64]

poor poor vash

[SleeplessPanda]

I'll just leave this here =3

http://amvhell.com/video.php?do=viewdetails&videoid=967

[jinzo64]

i saw that on youtube
i gave it a thumbs up

[SleeplessPanda]

i saw that on youtube
i gave it a thumbs up

Thank you very much. I went through a lot of different audio choices before I finally decided on using the TFS bit. I'm happy with how it turned out.

[SleeplessPanda]

Another video, sort of: http://amvhell.com/video.php?do=viewdetails&videoid=971

It's more of a re-make, I wanted to show the creator of the original how he could possibly improve it, and maybe also give him an example on how to do his videos in the future. Am I a good teacher? =3

[mattroks101]

I liked the original better to be honest.

[SleeplessPanda]

I liked the original better to be honest.

Well I tried to add more polish and make it a tad more fresh, we've already had a couple videos in the past using that song it can get kind of boring. Maybe I tried too hard to fix it when all the original video needed was just polishing but the humor was fine?

[jinzo64]

i watched your new video on youtube.
it was realy cool

[SleeplessPanda]

i watched your new video on youtube.
it was realy cool

Meh' . . I'm starting to think Matt's right, I might've been too picky about the original. This is the video I re-did: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qrfgo0W_v6k

I thought maybe it needed more polish, maybe a little shorter, maybe a little something extra (I thought the Goofy scream added to the humor), but maybe I was too quick to judge. I over analyze things sometimes. Oh well, I still like my re-make, but I'm not planning on submitting it to Minis.

[SleeplessPanda]

OH, Matt', I noticed yesterday no one's done a Baccano video to the Highlander theme song yet. You might want to be the first? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VEJ8lpCQbyw

[jinzo64]

to be honest there both good.
the longer is better

[simpleton216]

I am now on chat roulette, try and find me.
*white guy with long hair.

[EvilestDeath]

Dicks, thousands of dicks...everywhere.

[SleeplessPanda]

Dicks, thousands of dicks...everywhere.

You didn't seriously go to that site did you? DX

[EvilestDeath]

You didn't seriously go to that site did you? DX

http://think.faesthetic.com/wp-content/uploads/yes2.jpg
Wha? I love all the chans.

[jinzo64]

sounds like i missed somthing i can do with missing out on

[simpleton216]

Since this is the off-topic thread, what is a good website to get a mousepad?

[SleeplessPanda]

So I was at the casino today, playing the progressive nickel slots in the back. It was up to $700 and I was sure it was going to hit soon. It did hit, for the little old woman next to me. I'm happy for her, but at the same time . . ffffffffffffuuuuuuck'. I wanted that money. D=

[Fishfreeek]

Since this is the off-topic thread, what is a good website to get a mousepad?

ebay

[jinzo64]

amazon.

[Guthix]

Since this is the off-topic thread, what is a good website to get a mousepad?

nearest pc shop

[jinzo64]

nearest supermarket

[SleeplessPanda]

I just got my daily dose of lolz' after watching this vid': http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CYJdWh8OB9c

[jinzo64]

go on panda watch it you know you want to.

[bloodlover1987]

no panda... you need to click on the link in my sig

[SleeplessPanda]

I'm not a ****bear' and I don't click random links. =P

[bloodlover1987]

lol ok :P our loss ...so whats new

[Guthix]

I just got my daily dose of lolz' after watching this vid': http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CYJdWh8OB9c

if i ever turn gay ill blaim 5 things.
1. dose videos [also i havnt seen 3rd part which now makes me wanna die]
2.zero punctuation dont ask why -_-
3. evil ell for postin the gay on video
4.wtf japan eagle dance
5.[something incredibly evil has removed this part]

[jinzo64]

random post attack
burn all gramma navis
that is all.

[simpleton216]

This is how engineering class went today... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D6_ICLki-7Y

[jinzo64]

thats a pity i hope you manage to make it work.

[SleeplessPanda]

Dustin' off this thread to vent to . . no one in particular. I don't really have anywhere else to do it, I hate those social network sites. Aaaanyway' . . at what point does a human being just call it quits? I've always tried to think logically, I've always thought that if someone isn't doing anything to make the world a better place, if they're just sitting around wasting space, what's the point in them living? Especially if they're horribly ill and not going to get any better, you'd think the humane thing to do would be to put them out of their misery. I had to watch both my grandparents slowly waste away to nothing, because it was against the law to just . . inject them with something to help them move on to the afterlife. They were my best friends, I lost the friends I had that were my own age when my mind started to degrade. No one wants to hang out with someone with mood swings, anger management problems, someone who can't even drive because they have an anxiety attack whenever they're behind the wheel.

Back in highschool I had pretty good grades. I was decent at math, excellent at history . . I had horrible social skills though. My views on making friends and being popular weren't realistic, I always came on too strong and was too nice for my own good. People started to walk all over me, and I let them, because I just wanted to be accepted. Looking back, it was probably during that time that my mind was starting to go. It seems that . . the older I get, the less mature I get, the more skills I lose. I'm 23, but I was probably smarter, more independant, better at talking with people, when I was 14. I don't know what you'd call something like that . . Maybe it's all in my head, and there's nothing physically wrong with me, maybe I've just been letting life take me apart without putting up a fight to try and remain stable. Personally I think something's going on up there, but the doctors I've talked with before wouldn't do any scans without a serious reason to. I'd really like to think I'm sane, that I'm normal, that I'm just "different". But when you have your family, "professionals", people on the internet, saying you're a loon, at some point you just have to accept it. Not everybody was born to live a normal life, I guess. Thankfully, at least I'm smart enough to use the internet, to keep in touch with people, play some games now and then, and make amusing videos for people to watch in AMV Minis. I'm still serving a purpose, I'm not completely useless. I guess if I did lose everything, the Peace Corps or whatever they're called could always use a body. There's some nights that I just really want to call it quits, but that'd be selfish. As long as I can remain useful to someone, I refuse to die. There, I feel much better letting that out. =D

[SleeplessPanda]

And yes, I've been drinking. =\

[LurkerSubmarine]

I like drinking to

[SleeplessPanda]

Self medication. I've gone through all those pills they give people that aren't on the level. That junk doesn't work. What works is booze, and some relaxing music. If I didn't have those I probably would've lost my mind ages ago. Hell, once I ran away from home during an emotional breakdown, and it was dumb luck that I found my way back. I live out in the boondocks, mostly trees and twisting canyons. I ran for awhile, and I would've kept running if I hadn't came to my senses and realized if a pack of coyotes came across me they would've figured they could take me easy and I would've been eaten alive. That was just 3 ****ing years ago, it was a crazy stupid thing to do but at the time I couldn't control it. It's just . . sad. My worst fear is turning into my nephew. He's 13 but he has severe autism so he has the mentality of a 2 year old. If it ever got to a point where I was nearing some kind of level of mental sickness where my family would have to take care of me 24/7 like my aunt does with my nephew, I'd kill myself while I was still mentally fit enough to realize what was happening to me. I REFUSE to be a burden to my family and become a danger to others.

[MADEVIL]

Alright a drunk panda, in this state you might be clairvoyant, share your wisdom almight panda

[SleeplessPanda]

Nah' . . I'm no wise man. Though some of my best videos accepted into AMV Minis were made while I was drunk off my ass. My creative juices get flowing after a stiff drink.

[MADEVIL]

So what's the drink of SleeplessPanda?

[SleeplessPanda]

Anything that's cheap and strong. In the past couple years I went from Mike's Hard Lemonade, to fuzzy navels, to Southern Comfort, to bourbon, and now I drink cheap generic vodka and rum. $10 a container, it might not be perfect but it's cheap so I can buy more of it and get drunk more often. It's the only thing that makes me feel normal these days. I know that's pathetic, and I'm ruining my liver, but it's better than feeling so God damn depressed all the time.

[MADEVIL]

well they do say the answer is not in the bottom of a bottle, so what kind of random crap is depressing you

[SleeplessPanda]

I could write a book on the number of things depressing me right now. Some of it's junk that's been eating me up inside since middle school, some of it's more recent like how basically every member of my family living here has some huge problem right now. My sister's going through a nasty divorce, my father's getting older and is developing heart & eye problems, my mother's legs are acting up (something to do with the veins), my half-sister lives in a trailer on the property with a severely autistic son and a emo' teenage daughter in highschool who has a stealing problem (by the way the boy screams constantly, it's nothing but "aaaaoooo whooooooo ahhhhh" all day long), my grandmother drank herself to death and my grandfather died on Christmas last year from kidney problems and for 2 years he had an ever worsening case of dementia, and . . . well if I started to talk about my deepest personal problems we'll be here all day. Just trust me, my life is a mess. =\

[MADEVIL]

that all very unfortunate, just don't let it beat you, find a way to rise above it, we all have troubles that bring us to our lower points

[Guthix]

I could write a book on the number of things depressing me right now. Some of it's junk that's been eating me up inside since middle school, some of it's more recent like how basically every member of my family living here has some huge problem right now. My sister's going through a nasty divorce, my father's getting older and is developing heart & eye problems, my mother's legs are acting up (something to do with the veins), my half-sister lives in a trailer on the property with a severely autistic son and a emo' teenage daughter in highschool who has a stealing problem (by the way the boy screams constantly, it's nothing but "aaaaoooo whooooooo ahhhhh" all day long), my grandmother drank herself to death and my grandfather died on Christmas last year from kidney problems and for 2 years he had an ever worsening case of dementia, and . . . well if I started to talk about my deepest personal problems we'll be here all day. Just trust me, my life is a mess. =\

join the darkness club, im not drunk but if youv want ill join yer song.
or maybe a poem^^
life is hard, everyone knows that
but they try to smile even when theyr sad,
which i dont realy get
my smile is rare yet my face is never wet.
alot of people seek the forbiden pleasures of death
to take off the chains of pain and lie down in the bed of the earth
why do i keep strungling? whats the purpose?
i recall the sea once almoust washed me away from the lands surface.
some people dont care
i cant say if its fair
all i know im holding on a single string
a promise which is like a never ending bee string
to not shed the tears of mother
yet it seems that i lost the class of lover
10 years of darkness
results 20 years of madness
have you ever been born twice?
it hurts so bad as if you were chewed out by a thousand mice
somehow i feel awake
i regained my fear of death for petes sake!
i question if breathing again will cause me more pain
or is there some hope to get some gain
this is a tail of a broken man
whose new purspose is to be a teto fan.

[SleeplessPanda]

^I'm not being dramatic, if that's what you're suggesting. I know everyone has problems, but my brain doesn't exactly work like everyone else's, it's unique. I can only handle so many bad things happening at once, when something pops up that's serious and horrible it takes my mind a LONG time to absorb what happened. It's almost been a year since my grandfather died, and I'm still not over it. It probably doesn't help that he wasn't just a grandfather, he was my best friend, and I was his primary caretaker. I took care of his pills and kept him company, we'd watch a lot of movies and chat about stuff. Watching his dementia get worse and seeing him slip away from the family was the most heart breaking thing I'd ever been through, in his final days I was changing his diapers and he could barely communicate with me. He died on Christmas morning in the living room, I still have dreams where I hear him calling for help and I rush over to see what he needs, and then I realize it has to be a dream because he's not alive anymore and I wake up crying. THAT is a tiny taste of the misery that is my life . . I wish life were like a video game, where when things start going bad you can just start a new character and do things better than you did before. At the very least I could plan properly for all this mess. I know that's a stupid way to think about life, but I couldn't think of any better way to put it. =\

[jinzo64]

i personal escape the real world by going to a fictional alternate version of bleach were i'm a leiutenant of squad 2 i'm 3 foot 8 inches and female with pink hair called sakura sakamoto.
it's just nice to escape the harshness of reality

[thedarkmessenger]

I escape with video games, anime, and sleep ^_^ Although sometimes reality creeps into mah sleep D8

[SplitReality]

^ This.

[jinzo64]

i havn't been sleeping all that well latley not sure why.
2 nights ago woke up in cold sweat which was weird.

[thedarkmessenger]

I've been having dreams that my family is trying to kill me lately D:

[SleeplessPanda]

I don't sleep at night. Period. Some people claim to have insomnia, but I KNOW I have it. Even if my body would let me sleep at night, the cats would keep me up anyway. I'm their doorman, they've gotten used to me letting them in and out of the house throughout the night. D=

[thedarkmessenger]

^lol.

[SplitReality]

Install a dog door and make it a cat door.

[jinzo64]

can't you buy doors that are designed for cats

[SleeplessPanda]

I live out in the country, we get stray cats now and then, also raccoons. Cat/dog doors just aren't worth the risk of having a wild animal wander into your house looking for food, I don't want to wake up with a skunk snuggling up to me either. DX

[thedarkmessenger]

^I wouldn't either Dx

[SplitReality]

Sounds fun.

[jinzo64]

i read some where that you can cat flaps that can be personalized to a percific cat but if you have more than one i guess that ideas not going to work.

[SleeplessPanda]

i read some where that you can cat flaps that can be personalized to a percific cat but if you have more than one i guess that ideas not going to work.

No, not with 6 cats. D=

[Guthix]

No, not with 6 cats. D=

doubt its isonomia, you might be a light sleeper when certain sounds wake you up, for instance when my phones makes a sound i always ****ing wake up, even when dreaming, but when my neibours play theyr ****y linkin park im in dreamland.
also yer death story kinda reminds me of me n my cat yet i was still in darkness that time so i got over it fast.
dramatic?huh... and i thouth it would be more fun, swirling words while spilling your burden seems more fun to me then throw facts.

[SleeplessPanda]

I don't like turning my problems into poems and songs. That's fine if you're a teenage girl, I guess, or a song writer, but the things I've gone through are too serious for me to convert into that stuff. That's not how I express myself or vent my emotions. I wish I could actually talk to someone in my family about this, but my dad doesn't take me too seriously, and my mom gets upset when I try to talk to her since I'm "ruining her buzz". My sister has her own problems to deal with, so . . . I guess I could talk to my half-sister. She and I are somewhat similar mentally, and she's always wanting to talk, about anything, endlessly . . That's kind of the problem, I don't want to talk for an hour or more with her, but I'm sort of running out of options. I don't want to have some kind of mental breakdown again due to bottling up my emotions. It help a LITTLE to vent online, but sooner or later I'm going to have to man up and have a serious discussion with someone about my current mental state or it's just going to ruin me.

[jinzo64]

i find talking to family memebers can be hard because i don't want to burden them with my problems.

[Guthix]

I don't like turning my problems into poems and songs. That's fine if you're a teenage girl, I guess, or a song writer, but the things I've gone through are too serious for me to convert into that stuff. That's not how I express myself or vent my emotions. I wish I could actually talk to someone in my family about this, but my dad doesn't take me too seriously, and my mom gets upset when I try to talk to her since I'm "ruining her buzz". My sister has her own problems to deal with, so . . . I guess I could talk to my half-sister. She and I are somewhat similar mentally, and she's always wanting to talk, about anything, endlessly . . That's kind of the problem, I don't want to talk for an hour or more with her, but I'm sort of running out of options. I don't want to have some kind of mental breakdown again due to bottling up my emotions. It help a LITTLE to vent online, but sooner or later I'm going to have to man up and have a serious discussion with someone about my current mental state or it's just going to ruin me.

im far from being a teenage girl,i guess im trying to conpensate my lack of gramma with something else,besides its a hobie even if minor.
quite odd in my opinion, my familay members ask me why i dont talk to them about my problems, maybe im more lucky at this yet still ignorant.
trou my time rs i had an interest in the mind and figured to test on some ppl and my self [considering maybe ill study psychology],i got a few mind killing methods i could share but as i read in one book before we start some ground rules must be made.
you will have to accept the changes in your personality if you plan on doing this.
nothing that works for one person can work for another, if thers no progress it must be halted imediatly.

as for the 2nd one an example is in order.
balanced thinking [i never realy planned on telling others details so bear with bad names n explanations].now in nature there is a law when there is energy it will move sumwere, now for instant if you recalled feelings as energy they will lean to one path or another according to your expierience-sadness,hapynness,sympathy,pride.
people share this energy [emotion] via smiles,tears,violence ect.[im pretty sure you might have expierenced the laughter desease when one has laughs, you may start doing aswell]my method is to "kill" your own emotions.now why is that a good idea you might ask,well basicaly it is not but when a person is in depresion his emotions simply damage him like an infected limb so you either cut it off or die.
now then the method of doing this...relatively simple for each action you witness you think of counter action. an example - you see a cute kitten get a lethal injection and die.the counter action can be anything you can think of and does not matter lie or thruth.and the counter example would be- he was hit by a car, had his spine broken unable to walk and in a feel of constant pain with no chanse of getting back up.now you might think my examples are severe so you can ponder i am trying to help you, give a random hand which is rare these days,then you can say im an untrusted man with no solid qualification. by countering this way you can simply roll the topic on till you feel better[bad feelings mix with good ones],stop caring or loose the point why even you started thinking this way[i guess alcohol roughtly does that].
I personaly use this medhod to swallow my sadness yet ive noticed i started reflexibly rejecting good things too, well i guess its more of a matter of willpower.by creating this sort of illiusion in your mind you can keep your calm relatively easyer.oh yes one last thing this requires some mental powers so i sugest taking more rests if available because when your head is emtpy its quite dificult to think of counter actions.
Hm... if it DID help you in the slightest id like some details on feedback,yet i prefer the trial was made longer then a single day... and i guess this could go for more people then panda.

[SleeplessPanda]

^I like the whole "emotions are energy" concept and that they need to be released. I'll try and figure out ways to do that without making my family think I'm insane.

[jinzo64]

it's o.k to be insane.
normal people are boring